how i feel..........<3

welll idk what to do he says he loves me and i kno i love him but on the other hand were not together smhh.idk if he's just using me and just plans to0 just get rid of me when he's done or dose he realy plan to0 be with me ?? idk what else i can do to make us a couple again i just think he enjoys the luxury of having me but not having to be commited.but then agin he tells me he's not cheating and i can't be with no1 which is what i call a relationship confusing rite ?? tell me about it.i do also have the choice of telling him and having him pick between having ma as a (g.f] or not having me at all but i feel like for sum reson i would lose him which i don't even wannuh think about doing !! besides the whole coupple relationship drama he's also my best friend and the 1 i trust hands down with ere thing. hes also my saftey blanket i feel my safest when im with.usualy im not open with ppl and don't realy say much but with him its way different he never judges me and always has good advice and never steers me wrong.fights and arguments ?? every day twice a daii butt in the end he wipes mah tears and we opologize and life goes on. its krazy how if i dint say we weren't a couple and some one read this theyd think we were a couple........