best friend or not

i think when god put me iin this world he didn't intend for me to have friends.every one that i considered a friend has either walked out on me,talked shit behind my baqq,lied to me,tryed to set me up,made new friends and forgot bout me,never had time to chill or maybe i smelled funnie talked weird anoyyed them or somthing because i never had a best friend that stuck around im realy friendly and out going ima realy go0d friend and im easy to talk to i can keep secrets but theres just somthing about me that seems to not allow me to keep a best friend =/