not quite done yet...

Daddy calls me princess butthings aren't what it seems life aint no fairytale and my mom aint no queen read a lil more ima tell you what I mean ever since I was little things have been complicated they tried to give me meds call me crazy I rejected it but my behavior got worse my parents acted like they expected it lil did they noe there attitudes efected it outburst from a young girl being called sick force to see a shrink realy pushed me to the brink this bitch is krazy if you ask me what I think

The still believed I was crazy proscibed me lil pink pills that left me lazy and after all that they still couldn't faze me MOM I'm sick ?? Because this is how uve made me this is all your fault butt youlle find a way toO blame me

($$$]

life is a battle feild you fight untill the end
money couldn't end war no matter how much you spend
money cant buy happiness no matter how much it is
dose money really matter after losing your kids ??
money this money that if money had no value
i bet you would give it all baqq
money can buy you power and money can
buy you fame money can even give you your name
but one thing money also can do is make you change
and forget the old you money can make you powerful beyond belief
but if you let it controll your life your nothing but WEAK

just a thought -__-

my mind is all over
my thoughts feel trapped in
and sometimes i wonder
if i wasn't here where i would have been
i try to0 keep an open mind
see things in a new light
and approach situations without any fright
but my thoughts are in a knot tied really really tight
i feel like theirs a door in front of me
20 ft tall in height and
my dreams and ambitions are nowhere is sight
i feel lost yet wonder was i ever found ??
a thought ille take with me when they put me in the ground

NOT FINISHED YET.......

WHEN IT COMES TO RHYMING AM I REALY GO0D ENOUGH
MY RHYMES SPEAK FOR ME NO NEED TO ACT TOUGH
SMOKE WEED TO CLEAR MY MIND
MY THOUGHTS ARE BAQQQED UP
I ONLY SPEAK THE TRUTH I DOUBT ULLE HEAR ME BLUFF
5 FEET TALL A HEART FULL OF AMBITION
MY HEART ND MY MIND ARE ON A FULL BLOWN MISSION
IM REAL TALK CUT THE MUSIC OFF AND LISTEN
I SAY FUCK THE WORLD SO0 WHAT IF AM DIFFERENT
WERE ALL MADE THE SAME AND THAT MEANS YOUR FACE IS MINE
AND GOD FORBID I DIE LETS JUST SAY IT WAS MY TIME
IS HELL UNDERGROUND ?? IS HEAVEN IN THE SKY ??
IS THAT WHERE YOU GO WHEN YOU DIE ??
NO ONE REALLY NOES THE TRUTH FROM A LIE

you chose him !!

I cry myself to sleep with you in mah head I wish I had a parent who cared but
you chose your man enstead you say I do erething wrong but i hope to expose u
bye the end of this song I relized early that love is important toO you and you
show that you love him in everything you do you say you care and have my best
intrest at heart but everything he says rips. are family apart you try toO. Say
I dnt want you to be happie  but if ur happie and am not what good would that be
the way u aproached the whole situation was wrong I don't noe where to begin the
list is 100 pages long you forced him into my life screaming what's the big deal
totaly disregarding ere thing I feel forcing me to0 put up a wall made entirely
of steel.  
You said that you would never ever hert me but ever since he came in the picture
you do nothing but dessert me all I. Ever wanted was for you to be on my side
enstead ur on the oposite team hopping that I die mommys lil girl somthing I
used to be can't help but feel like he took u From me I'm left to stand alone
fend For my own do things my own way as if i was grown you've Made me laugh and.
U made me Cry the thought of u choosing him over me makes me wanuh die I'm
telling u how I feel And no longer living a Lie 
I'm not tryna put you down I'm just tryna help you understand you never chose me
you chose ur man ima big gerl now dnt need you toO tell me what too do I been
doing me the same way u been doing you ima keep my head up no matter what you do
I'm not gunuh fuss I'm not gunugh fight when you push me out of ur life dnt get
tight ima rap this up and leave it at thiss if you let me go I'm somthing your
gunuh. Miss

young girl !

I used toO be a YOung minded girl walking around screaming fuck the World never 
Cared what no1 thought Of me untill one day I  loOked in the mirror and saw 
everything I auta be I knew it wouldn't be easy toO. Change my life around 
because life. Is a fight and this is my last round 

another Thing I Relized Early from the start Is you can never acomplish anything 
unless you feel it in your heart life is not a game. U either give or gain and 
on the flipped side it can drive you insane its. Like A wild  fire U needuh put 
out The Flame its like A tiger in your heart somthing you have to0 tame any one 
who stands in ur way just call them a Lame there not even worthur time they be 
Ashamed to0 even say your name

Somthing about me seems to drive ppl away
Idk if Its my attitude or if its the way I play the game 
Either way ima still be me ur still gunuh c me and feel free toO hate me cusz 
you will Never be me  

some daii

never had a best friend who i could realy trust
keeping things to myself really was a must
walking through my school halls
fading in the crowd
how i let this happen to0 me is the question now

going through allot of shit my head is in confusion
thinking nothings real to me
could this be an illusion

never took time to tell anyone how i feel
i been like this my whole life
whats the big deal ?

i sit up every night
so0 many thoughts run through my head
will i ever make it big or sit at home instead

there's so0 much frustration
that i built up inside
i want to just escape some where
so that i can fukkin hide

never said i was a rapper
i never said drop the beat
never have i been on a stage
with rosses at my feet

yuh proably laugh now
but ille be laughing latter
ile be the one ur hatting on
and ulle just be the hatter